Sunday, March 29, 2009

Buried

My addiction has ruled my life, even before I took the first drug. My insecurities have held me to the ground. This black hole inside had almost overwhelmed me. Every time that I tried to fill it, more of me it consumed. So with Your help perhaps I will pull it all back out of me- Pain, loneliness, despair, guilt, sin. All of these will come rushing in, unless this black hole You fill.

God, how long?
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Written early in 2008.

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